Our 5th Annual Animal Rescue Poker Run
Net Proceeds going to a Bandit's Buddies Rescue
Starting at Daddy Waffles
7089 N. Marks... moreOur 5th Annual Animal Rescue Poker Run
Net Proceeds going to a Bandit's Buddies Rescue
Starting at Daddy Waffles
7089 N. Marks Ave
Fresno, Ca
Ending at Country Hub Cafe
5020 19 1/2 Ave
Riverdale, Ca
Registration starts @ 9 am KSU 10 am,
Riders...
People are always
telling me how strong I am. Like it's a medal of valor or a badge that I've
somehow earned...... Why? Because my son has cancer? That doesn't make me
strong. Because given the choice I would choose to be a coward and have my son
well. So what about that is strong.
Well today I know the power behind that word and the value of it.
I was sitting next to my son on his bed rubbing his legs trying to be somewhat
comforting. He wasn't feeling well, and his breathing was a bit more labored
than usual. So I asked him if he was okay and he said yeah but I am really
tired. He was afraid if he went to sleep, he would not wake up. So much so that
he wouldn't sleep, and he wore two monitors one on each hand. The monitors tell
him his blood oxygen level and his heart rate. He could watch the monitors to
make sure he was still okay.
He asked me if I would watch his monitors while he slept so if his heart rate
dropped, I could wake him up. He said he was feeling very panicky and anxious
today. That broke my heart. Because panicky and anxious was just another way of
saying... I'm scared of dying but I don't want you to worry. He said if I wake
up scared just talk me through it for about 5 minutes or so okay? I cannot
manage to fight the tears back, but I remain silent and focused on every word.
He sets a pill down on the table and says that's my Ativan if it gets too bad,
I will take it
Afraid but still he does not want to tell me. I can't bear it anymore and I
start to cry uncontrollably putting my head in his lap. Kelly puts his hands on
my head and rubs my hair and my back and says Mom I'm sorry as if he had done
something wrong.
I thought to myself come on Bonnie stop it and pull yourself together for
Kelly. But I could not find the strength to do anything but grab him Tighter
and cry for another few minutes. That was two days ago and strength has not
found me yet.
Yesterday, January 7th 2017 at 5:07 a.m. Saturday morning my son died. My child
my baby.... His lifeless body before me pale motionless a feeling of fear
consumed me. I was afraid. I sat down next to him laid my head on his bed
grabbed his hand and put it on my face with mine on top of his. I never thought
I would have to go through this alone. The closest people to me, we're back
home in California. Kylee Cody Connor Kadyn and Kerah.... My children. With no
one to comfort I was without Direction. I did not know what to do. My children
have always been my life and I was lost without them. I only wanted to live
next to my son and leave this world with him.
His heart was no longer beating so why was mine? He is no longer breathing so
why am I? That's when I realized what strength was. I had to get up after
losing my child and doing the unthinkable... Move on without him. I had to find
my strength and go to my other children who just lost their brother and needed
me.
Being a biker myself I asked CC biker and Motorsports newspaper to put together
a run for my son so that he can take his last ride with his mom and have a
memorial to remember his strength.
I love and miss you son more than words can say......love mom. less
We are going to be doing this Memorial Run to raise Funds to Purchase a Plague to go with his artwork located at Woodward Park
Registration starts at 9 am at
Waffle... moreWe are going to be doing this Memorial Run to raise Funds to Purchase a Plague to go with his artwork located at Woodward Park
Registration starts at 9 am at
Waffle Shop
4025 Figarden dr
Fresno
End Location is
Stonehouse Tavern
33071 Auberry ...
Rumble Ride for Eric Leoni
The... moreSaturday April 14th
Rumble Ride for Eric Leoni
The Roadhouse
20023 Auberry Rd, Clovis, Ca 93619
A day to honor a wonderful man, Eric Leoni. His wife Kelly informed me that Eric loved our Roadhouse Rumble, so we will have one in his honor. Food will ...
Mudd Boggs
Hosted by Bodie Lynes & CC Biker & Motorsports
36381 west hwy 198,coalinga,CA
open from 8 am till we shut down Sunday... moreMudd Boggs
Hosted by Bodie Lynes & CC Biker & Motorsports
36381 west hwy 198,coalinga,CA
open from 8 am till we shut down Sunday Night
$5.00 to get in to watch, Kids $2.00 under 10 Free
$20.00 to run your Vehicle,
$10.00 for over night...
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